I live to suceed, not to please you or anyone else

ihopericksantorum:

I hope Tanisha didn’t get no sleep cuz of Rick Santorum, now Rick Santorum not gon get no sleep cuz of Tanisha

why? why does your first love leave such a toll on you? Its been almost three years since ive known him and it feels like yesterday, i still want to call him mine. Yes we had bad times and he wasnt good to me for a little bit. but there was also a good time where he treated me like a queen and he was with me every second of the day. I feel like he still thinks about me because i posted on facebook “i know you wont think this is about you… but i always end up missing you.. and it sucks.” and two minutes later he messaged me the first time we talked in months. I really dont know what to do because ive became depressed because idk how to tell him or if i should keep it to myself :( fuuuuck.